today i slept in. that meant no shower, no breakfast. just up, dressed, grab a michelina's, a literally run out the door. thirty steps out the door and i have a huge wave of nausea pass over me - no puking, mind you - just some decent nausea with a little woosiness thrown in for good measure. this continued all the way to work.
so then, all day at work, the nausea is gone, but the woosiness persists. i'm still sort of in training, but i'm making the stupidist of mistakes - asking for clarification on things that i knew down-pat during my first week.
besides all that, the past while i've had that discontented, almost anxious, sort of feeling. melancholy is a bit too strong of a word. a general unrest, something i can't quite put a finger on and because i can't quite put a finger on it, i therefore cannot fix it either. (or tell someone else what it is so they can fix it for me.) how 'bout i blame it on the weather? ... cold, grey, rainy for days on end. that ought to do it, right?
Pray. God'll fix it. :)