so i had a shitty day today. i had a revelation on the bus on the way home - i'd forgotten to ask myself what God was trying to show me through it all. here's what happened...
last evening i rushed from work to a MB licensing place to get my MB drivers license. did that. showed my apartment to 3 people. went to bed. a-ok so far.
this morning i dropped my car off to get safetied. took the bus to work. did work stuff. still continuing a-ok.
got a call from the shop saying that my car needed the following: Left headlight $32, Battery hold down $42, Front brake rotor $90, Outer tie rod end $164, Wheel Alignment $50, and get this ... Body repair (rust under passenger seat and spare tire comparment) $450, plus the inspection itself $45.
my car really aint worth the $1000 (what 89 topaz is?). so i got to brakes, tie rod end and wheel alignment done. i'll license it in SK for a few months and then sell it. all this means i now need to find and buy a new(er) car. or not. maybe i should be vehicle-less and do the transit thing.
if i am going to move super close to my new work location, maybe not having a car is good enough. i will get a bike.
i really felt like i needed an ativan though. nothing like a pharmacist self-medicating, right? i couldn't even make myself just sit and breathe deep breaths this afternoon.
the lady who was so sure she'd sublet my place called to say she now isn't cuz she didn't realize that pets were not allowed. so the hunt for a subleter continues.
someone here in the 'peg that i could ask for a hug would be nice. maybe a good cry and going to bed early will help. but don't worry, i'll be ok. things have always worked out before.
Wow, that's a horrible day! I'm sure it'll ease up. . .I hope it'll ease up soon! Wish I could give you a hug but so far technology hasn't made that possible across distances yet! Take care of yourself!